colours, joys, and surrounded by friends and people I love. Just like I've seen in the movies. Today, as a 22-year-old, I feel how wrong I was. In Eid Vacation, I waited for days for someone to call me, to call me out for a hangout somewhere... The people I thought were my friends went out without me. The days I dreamed in my childhood Ended even before it toucued me, and it's been happening with me for years and years.Today, I hold myself, I came out with myself. Somewhere to spend my time, with myself. But I think I am learning how to hold myself, how to live this life...♥️