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Aashiyaana
 

Her innocence shines like a beacon- a sparkling jewel in the midst of trash- bait for my darkness to come and smother it whole.

Aashiyaana
 

The truth is, things have been rather boring lately. I am salivating for something new to sink my teeth into, and Wendy Michaelis is a perfect pet project. I am giddy at the thought of taming her until she purrs, then sending her back with a new master controlling her leash- a beautiful harmony as I conduct the symphony of Peter's destruction.
-James

Aashiyaana
 

A life of not reacting bas bled into my skin, hardening into an impenetrable shield; nothing allowed in or out. Just an empty shell with a single purpose.
~Hooked

Aashiyaana
 

Why do I like mountains?
Because they look like they can devour you, like they can give you the freedom in a second they promise at first sight

Aashiyaana
 

یہاں کھڑے ہو کر تجھ سے انبیاء دعا کرتے تھے۔ ان کی دعاؤں اور میری دعاؤں میں بہت فرق ہے۔
(وہ گڑگڑا رہا تھا)
میں نبی ہوتا تو نبیوں جیسی دعا کرتا۔ مگر میں تو عام بشر ہوں۔ اور گنہگار بشر۔ میری خواہشات میری آرزوئیں سب عام ہیں۔
یہاں کھڑے ہو کر کوئی کبھی کسی عورت کے لئے نہیں رویا ہو گا۔
میری ذلت اور میری پستی کی اس سے ذیادہ انتہا کیا ہو گی کہ میں یہاں کھڑا، حرم پاک میں کھڑا ایک عورت کے لئے گڑگڑا رہا ہوں۔
مگر مجھے نہ اپنے دل پر اختیار ہے نہ اپنے آنسوؤں پر۔ یہ میں نہیں تھا جس نے اس عورت کو اپنے دل میں جگہ دی۔ یہ توں نے کیا۔ کیوں میرے دل میں اس عورت کے لئے اتنی محبت ڈال دی کہ میں تیرے سامنے کھڑا ہو کر بھی اسے یاد کر رہا ہوں۔ کیوں مجھے اس قدر بے بس کر دیا کہ مُجھے اپنے وجود پر بھی کوئی اختیار نہیں رہا۔

Aashiyaana
 

Didn't they warn you on cloudy nights
to beware of witches with alluring smiles
to not look at them in the eyes
as they're filled with dangerous spells
to not follow them on their paths
because they live in chaotic hells
In case you get cursed by any of them
She'll drive you to the edge of madness
and water your heart with magic and charms
until you grow into a beautiful sacrifice
then she'll claim your heart
just for herself, leaving you lifeless behind.

Aashiyaana
 

"You were going to catch a plane home without saying a word to me, weren't you?"
Ronan moved closer. His animosity wrapped around my body as his fingers gripped my face, forcing a ragged exhale from me.
"Am I that easy to leave, kotyonok?"
My breath shallowed at the angry vulnerability he let me see. The worst part was, I shared it: the fear of being abandoned, of not being good enough. This weakness of his twisted my chest.It forced me to change my view of him forever. I'd never again see him as the monster I'd once thought he was but as the hungry, abused boy the worst part of humanity had shaped into a cold- hearted man.
~The darkest temptation

Aashiyaana
 

Because the pain in the body quiets the pain in the head. It feels good, like a kill switch for your brain.
~Kill Switch

Aashiyaana
 

چاند کو ہم لونا کہتے ہیں اور پاگل کو لیونیٹک۔ چاند اور دماغی امراض کا بہت گہرا تعلق ہے۔ یہ انسان کے حواس پر اثر انداز ہوتا ہے اس لیے مرض عشق والے اور شاعر وغیرہ چاند کا بہت ذکر کرتے ہیں۔ چاند بہت خوبصورت ہوتا ہے ۔ اندھیرے میں ہمیں راستہ دکھاتا ہے۔
اسکی خیر ہمیں سمیٹنی چاہیئے۔
مگر اسکے شر سے پناہ مانگنی چاہیئے ۔۔۔
جنت کے پتے~

Aashiyaana
 

میٹھی تپش تھی وہ ایسی کہ گلاب جل گئے

Aashiyaana
 

She doesn't let me play with lighter as if I'm some kid.

Aashiyaana
 

He was...magnificent.
Beautiful in the way pain was beautiful, because it tugged at the chest and made something visceral come alive in the stomach and caused blood to simmer in the veins. Enchanting in the way she imagined dark magic was, because it twisted the air around it and warped the mind and overpowered the senses. Haunting in the way only very few living things could be, because it sent a shiver down the spine and cloaked itself in the darkness and fed on the energy around them.
~Gothikana

Aashiyaana
 

Books had become her refuge, especially books with men- humans, shapeshifters, or aliens who fell in love hard and claimed their women body and soul were her favorite.
Corvina wanted that. She wanted to belong, to be loved, to be absolutely adored, no matter what happened, despite her past. She craved it so badly in her bones, some days she thought she would die from the sheer hunger of it. There was a gnawing ache in her soul and she desired so, so deeply. But she knew the books she read were fictional, and chances of her, of all people, finding anything remotely similar were slim.
~Gothikana

Aashiyaana
 

"I'll follow you and make a heaven out of hell. and I'll die by your hand, which I love so well."
William Shakespeare

Aashiyaana
 

Being different is your double-edged sword. One day, you'll find your shield to match.

Aashiyaana
 

تمہارا اس گلی جانا فقط خود کو تھکانا ہے
وہ قابو میں نہیں آتی بڑی بے باک لڑکی ہے

Aashiyaana
 

"I love you Jacks."
He closed his eves as she said the word love.
" I've made my decision, Jacks. It's you. It will always be you, untill the end of time. And I'll fight fate or anyone else who tries to tear us apart-including you. You are my choice .You are my love. You are mine. And you are not going to be the end of me, Jacks."
"I think I already am." He opened his eyes and they dripped red tears, "Let me go, Evengeline."
"Tell me you won't set fire to your heart, and I will let you go."
"Don't ask me to do that."
"Then don't ask me to let you go."
His eyes bled more tears. "I'm broken, I like to break things. Sometimes I want to break you."
"Then break me, Jacks."
🖤

Aashiyaana
 

He had been the moon and she'd been the tide, controlled by his impossible force.

Aashiyaana
 

But the problem with wanting something you can't have, or shouldn't have, is that the second it seems possible, all reason flees. Reason and wanting go well together only when reason encourages a person to get what they want. Any reason opposed to this want becomes the enemy.
~A curse for true love

Aashiyaana
 

He was like a poisoned fairy fruit - one bite ruined a person for anything else.