Alas i found it.
Whats happening in Sudan is beyond words innocent people are being slaughtered tortured and starved like their lives mean nothing. Children, mothers, students, doctors no one is spared. The RSF brutality is inhuman and what breaks me even more is seeing some MUSLIM countries supporting them with weapons all for gold and power.
I have been so disturbed for days… I cant stop thinking about it. How can we as Muslims forget the meaning of word ISLAM. How can we stay silent when our own brothers and sisters are being crushed humiliated and erased from existence?
This isnt just a war its humanity dying in front of our eyes. Ya Allah have mercy on the people of Sudan.
When joy happiness rises within you do not merely touch its surface dive into the wellspring from which it flows and let your soul drink deeply.
Where the darkness tastes of tea and trust.
I am not sad just hollow not broken just numb not lost i am … i am just floating.
Chaos in my veins silence in my soul how am I both too much and not enough?
Empty but full of chaos, numb but drowning in feeling what a way to exist.
https://youtu.be/sUBsEJiP_Qg?si=-Kdy6g4Juey6CEI1
I have forgotten myself in the echo of you.As if time itself froze passing through. Breath still moves, but life feels paused spoke your nam everything turned into loss.
Since last night, I have been watching PTV old longplays and what impressed me the most was the girls' dressing sense matching sense and design simplicity everything was so, so, so much better compared to todays.
https://youtu.be/zYN9oKEYAFI?si=DGmkkGxvFm3Hh9E2
Such a lovely ghazal lost in the faint call of my memory.
You wanted love.
I gave you an empire built on my bones.
You wanted peace.
I gave you my silence even when it bled screams.
You walked away i did not chase
I waited in the fire with teeth clenched
and hands still dripping with the ghosts i slaughtered for you.
Now there is no mercy left in me Only hunger.
Only the beautiful endless scream of vengeance made flesh. I dont dream of your return i own it.
Because no soul ever escapes me once it knows the taste of mine.
My hatred burns in the same fire that once consumed my love
And my love is the poison that sharpens my hate.
I dont leave
Not by choice not by will
But because your soul is tangled with mine so deep that even distance feels like punishment i m doomed to endure.
I am no angel.
I am the demon chained to your name
Feeding on the ache of wanting what i can never truly have and cursed to burn in this endless hunger.
After a point! emptiness lives in every breath pain becomes a habit and even the toxicity feels like mercy.
I wasnt the kind who stole lives i simply became the silence between every breath the weight no soul could name. Not out of malice but because I was trapped within myself and in breaking others,I searched for a way out of my own cage...
A boy stands atop a jagged mountain rock beneath the weight of midnight the sky above endless and cold mirrors the ruin inside him. Hope lies scattered like shattered stars love has wounded him not by betrayal alone but by his own hands. Beside him unseen yet ever present his inner demon gazes at the same sky smiling. Not out of joy but in the eerie stillness of a soul that finds peace in chaos comfort in his collapse. Two beings one body one mourning one marveling both staring into the same eternal void.
A devilish grin, filled with cruel arrogance, is surfacing within me. Hate me or love i am what i am tonight, : )
Your sun never stood a chance against my darkness. I dont just steal souls I leave them screaming in an abyss that no light can reach
my darkness doesnt just swallow your sun it consumes your very existence. I dont shatter hearts i leave souls hollow, lost in the void I create.
what a line: willingly surrendering my soul to the darkness that resides within you.
In your eyes, I see the reflection of a universe where every star whispers the name of our love.
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