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SCHOOL/COLLEGE FUN💓
(PART-II)
A hug from our friends,
Was more than enough for us.
With the greed of an extra sweet,
As we yelled the B'day chorus.
From teasing our friends,
By making at them faces.
Such silly we were,
As we tripped on shoelaces.
Those memories during the break,
Were no less than a rhyme.
Waiting to be recalled,
They faded away with time.
Perhaps it was the cute smile,
That gleamed throughout the day.
Or maybe it's the School Fun,
I miss so much till date...🫥

Fadii11
 

SCHOOL/COLLEGE FUN💓
(PART-I)
An old but lovely snapshot,
Brought about a thought.
That I had lost something,
But I couldn't guess what.
When those boys in the class,
Were punished for long nails.
When the girls hopped about,
With their pretty ponytails.
When the day just passed,
In those never ending talks.
As we sketched about our dreams,
With rainbow-coloured chalk.
And those Saturdays then,
Were no less than a boon.
With Sunday the next day,
We used to sleep until noon.

... .... ...
F  : ... .... ... - 
Fadii11
 

♡STUBBORN♡

Fadii11
 

I Just wanna say, I'm scared of losing you💭

However difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and succeed at...💫🖤
F  : However difficult life may seem, there is always something you can do and - 
Encountered a ladybug🐞 after many years. Nostalgic! Used to catch them back then when I was in elementary school💘
F  : Encountered a ladybug🐞 after many years. Nostalgic! Used to catch them back - 
Fadii11
 

Hostel life teaches you how to spend 14000 in 4 days and survive remaining 26 days with 1000🥴🥵

Fadii11
 

Mom, I wish you understand why
someone swallows twenty pills
I wish you understand why
someone chooses to dance mid air with the ropes, why someone crashes their car
from rained-on bridges,
and why someone sits
on the edges of buildings.
I wish you understand why
someone easy-going and successful
can be shattered by
the silence of the night,
and why someone has smiled their last smile today.
I wish you understand why
someone tells his story
through the lines on his wrists,and why someone tells his on crumpled paper sheets.
And Mom?
I wish we can talk and sit —I wish you listen and understand it now,
I desperately wish you do,before that someone
becomes me...🖤🙂

Fadii11
 

what if i told you how i really felt? what if i expressed to you that i've been weak in the knees for weeks, that my eyes have spilled enough tears to last me a lifetime, that i've never felt more alone than i do right here? what if i told you that i feel absolutely worthless and broken for no reason. i try to keep busy, just like you told me, to stop myself from overthinking. i race to do everything for everyone to distract my mind from spiraling into dangerous territory. what if i told you that every time i close my eyes, i pray to god that i'm somebody new in the morning.
what if i told you the truth?

Fadii11
 

Mujhe aksar yh sunne ko milta hai shyd apko bhi yeh sunne ko milta ho;
Yeh hamesha akely mobile pakar ke kyun baithy rahty rho itny chup kyun rehty ho?Yeh logun se kyun nhi milty tum?Ary tum tw kisi ki shadi Mai bhi nhi jaty?Ary yeh logun se chupty kyun rehty ho?Sabse alg Jake kyun baith jaty ho? Esy ghar mai nhi baithy rehty logun se Mila kro warna zehni mareez bnjao gy zinda ho? 
Or esy na katam hone waly sawalat jo aksar mujhse kiye jaty  Maine inkaa jawab dhundna chahaa magr jawab tw nhi Mila magr aik khayal aya🖤🙂
خود سے بیگانہ نظر آنے والے
جانے کتنے غموں کو دل میں بسائے ہوئے ہیں
اے بشر اتنی اداکاری تو واجب ہے
کہ دل غم سے بھرا ہے اور سب کو ہنسائے ہوئے ہیں
یہ جو ہم خود میں سمائے ہوئے
 تمہیں کیا خبر ہے ہم کیا کیا چھپائے ہوئے ہیں🌸

Fadii11
 

(Last Part)
DEAR MOM
Mom, I am cold
I need an embrace of a mother’s warmth.
Mom, guide me.
I'm being oppressed by the enemy.
Mom, I'm surrounded by shadows
Dancing in the dark around me
And they were asking me to dance with them.
Mom, show me my worth
I made my own bar codes.
I thought it would make me feel valid,
But I felt pain...🖤🙂

Fadii11
 

(Second Part)
DEAR MOM
Once I told my mom:
"Mom, I am not fine."
But my mom doesn't care,
My mom didn't even listened.
She told me that I am just sad.
No mom! Sadness is too shallow compared to despair!
Mom said that I am feeling lonely because I chose to be alone.
But mom! I choose to be alone because I am feeling lonely!
I Feel like no one's with me,
No one cares for me.
Not even you, mommy...🖤🙂

Fadii11
 

(First Part)
DEAR MOM
These days,
I always want to be alone.
I chose loneliness rather than accommodating with others.
Even with my own family.
I'm on a darkroom
where no one can see me.
Creating some line art on my skin
Painted in red, made out of hatred.
It's an advantage for me to express myself
on who am I supposed to be.
No one can hear me,
No one can see....🖤🥺

Fadii11
 

I like to tease walking children and see innocence and smiles on their lips,
Sometimes sitting next to an elder and listening to his words in silence.
To comfort someone in pain, to spread a smile on their face.
Creating love by eradicating hatred from the world.
Awakening hope of life in children who pick paper in the streets. Eat chocolates with them. Teaching someone to live life by accepting their flaws
Yes, I like to be human and to be humane ❤️💥
Just coz of:
ابھی ہم آسمانوں کی امانت
اور زمینوں کی ضرورت ہیں،
ابھی ہم خوبصورت ہیں 💚
Yeah life is not easy for everyone... Every man suffering so just BE A PERSON who can understand other people's lives and their issues.

Fadii11
 

Waqt ni rukta kahien na kahien hum ruk jatay hain aur reh jatay hain wqt say kahien ziada peechey aur phir maazi ki kisi andheri aghosh mai lay latey hain panah ,koi sargoshi, koi muskurahat, koi mehak, koi keh-kaha, koi aansoo koi sannata tamam umar kay liye zindagi pay haavi hojata hai aur pata hi nahi chalta kay kab lamhay hamien qaid karletey hain ,purani yadoon pay nayi yadien sajana dar haqeeqat aik mushkil amar hai ,jabhi tou hum thakk haar kar beth jatay hain Aur zindagi muskuratay hoey paas say ghuzar jati hai...🖤🙂

The deafening sound of your silence, keeps me awake whole night. The night no longer serves its purpose. It's the time when the anxiety starts, when the lips start to shake and tears build up real quick to be absorbed by the pillow with the one hand over the breaking heart and the other on the mouth making sure not make any sound, benting a little more trying to suck it all inside but it hurts too much to hold it in. And suddenly it all stops, the looming pain of emptiness and the realisation of losing the self completely sink in, nothing matters, everything goes numb and blank like a newly bought canvas which awaits its owner to fill it with his favourite colors...🖤🙂
F  : The deafening sound of your silence, keeps me awake whole night. The night - 
Fadii11
 

زندگی کی بھیڑ میں گم کبھی کبھار دل چاہتا ہے کہ پرانے دوستوں کے ساتھ بیٹھا جاٸے سمندر کی ٹھنڈک اور چاند کی روشنی میں
ہاں وہی دوست جو کھو گٸے ہیں کہیں
جو ناجانے مصروف ہوگٸے ہیں کہیں
Ohhh darlings....!
Let's come for lil moments...
Let's starts conversations like we are strangers...
Let's come and begin a new journey don't be friends again just come for lil moments....
چلو آؤ...!!
کسی پہاڑ کے دامن میں۔۔
ذرد پتوں سے ڈھکے
کسی بنچ پر بیٹھ کر
چائے پیتے ہیں ....
آٶ زندگی جیتے ہیں .......!!
Let's come and sit with mehh in dark night and forget about urr worries...🖤🙂

Fadii11
 

Btw crying and consoling yourself in the washroom and then sitting at the dinner table with your family is also a kind of rebellion🖤🙂

Fadii11
 

I Can't Cantrol myself when I am angry, My attitude is really bad. Hence I am the nicest person you'll ever come across. I easily get disappointed, even just for small things, I can release hurtful words. That's why I try to stay calm always🖤🙂