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پھیلا کے پاؤں سوئیں گے کُنجِ مزار میں
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27July, 2015.
is din matric Ka result aaya thaa..got 768/1100 ...bohat Garmi thee ...mein ny us din "axe bodyspray khreeda thaa price 280 thee"

Nietzche: You must have chaos inside you to give a birth to dancing star
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Most lovely lines for my inner simmering:

Kabhi Kabhi aankhein itni khulti hein..werna band rehti hein
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Conversation with professor
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Usny mujsy Mera subject pucha
mein ny btaya.Usny mujsy fr pucha "Do you like reading books?" mein ny Kaha books boring krti hein.usny kaha jitna Hosky prha kro ye meri advise h.then he told me "Shakil you are at best age.Oneday you will pursue it".mujy unky is alfaaz Sy nostalgia ki smell aai...mujy lgta ha wo theak keh rahy thy "Health,passion,Freedom" Py focus kro.

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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Fr wo dusry aadmi Sy mukhatib hoty hein. Jo aik Religious scholar thy unsy islamic institute Ky baatein Ki ye madrassa kab Bana, wo kab bana.mein is mein Partha Raha hu .ye sab cheezy mujy bore krgi.mein black sofa Py betha thaa.apni tashreef seedhi krli.aur seedha hoky Beth gya.kuch minutes ky discussion KY baad wo mujsy dobara khtab krny LG Gy.

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Conversation with professor
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Fr mein ny pucha favourite actor unho ny jawab dya "Dilip Kumar" mein ny Kaha lajwab.mein NY Kaha mujy 50s mein madhubala Achi lgti ha .He said "she was queen of east" . Mein ny Kaha what about Rajesh khanna and Amitabh bachchan? Usny Kaha ye Kuch wasy ny thy jasy Raj Kapoor aur Dilip Kumar thy.He said "Amitabh NY "Sarkar" movie mein Godfather movie KY actor "Marlon Barando" ki trah acting krny ki koshi ki lekin in vain. mtlb qaisar Sahab(yes his name is Qaisar ) Hollywood movies KY bhi dildaah thyy aur bohat he movies Py baat ki black era ki.

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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Fr baat singing ki TRF aai wo to Muhammad Rafi Sahab KY deewany nikly unho ny apni guftgu mein Kishore Kumar KO bhi underate krdya Khair mein to Kishore love thaa.I defended Kishore Kumar while I also kept love for Muhammad Rafi.mujy aik baat Sy wo misogynistic lga jab usny Kaha lata mangeshkar ki nisbat log M. Rafi KO zyada sunein gy.shyd ye unki Rafi KY liye Muhabatt bhi hoskti ha!

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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Usny Kaha "Don't waste yourself. I don't want anyone to be wasted as I did .This is your age where you can cultivate your wishes" mein ny pucha meri age Kia hogi usny Kaha 23,24. Mein ny Kaha aap theak keh rahy hein I'm 25 years old but still you have more energy than me.apni age KY baary mein remarks sunky mein Khush hogya atleast mein abhi bhi wahi Hu jaha hona chahye.exdeeee

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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Mein ny pucha Kia aapko ni lgta philosophy atheism ki TRF ly jaati ha? He said , "Not at all.These philosophers offered us only their experiences. we are reality. they are on the papers ,we are on the earth" mein NY pucha kisko prha unhy NY kaafi name btaay jinmein Sy mujy sirf "Goethe" Ka pta ha.On my asking ,he said ,"yes I read Bertrand Russel too .i read his "naked parade" wasy mujy is parade Ka ni pta tha.usny Kaha you must know

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with Professor
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Ye saari baaty humny English mein Ki. lekin ofcourse unki English Ka level thaa.He has nice accent .wo alfaaz ko rotate krky pronounce kr rha thy jabkeh mein French aur Indian way mein English bol rha thaa.mein ny us sy pucha philosophy KO kyu study krty hein aap? He said "It gives complicated ideas".Uski English language ki mujy sirf 80% smj aarhi thee kyu wo bilkul native English speakers ki trah bol rha thaa(like jab wo word "joke" kehta to mujy "choke" sunai deta). wo 50 saal Ka banda glasses KY bghair zindagi guzaar rha thaa unki is charm ny mujy bohat fascinate Kia ..

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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meri aik myth ha ,mujy lgta ha English mein jinho ny master Kia ho unhy kahi na kahi book reading Ka shoq hota ha agar zyada na bhi ho to Thora sa to pta hota ha.mein NY unsy unki hobbies puchi unho ny Kaha kaafi saari "Teaching English, listening English reading English" .mein ny pucha book reading,usny Kaha bohat zyada expert to ni lekin jitna krskta ki ha.Mein NY pucha konsi field KO study zyada krty hein He said "Philosophy" ..mein ny pucha favourite philosopher he said "nietzche" hahhaah nietzche ka naam sunky mujy Kuch ajeeb ni lga mein ny Kaha "Friedrich neitzcheeee, I see."

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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Mein ny pehal ki "Sir Aapka subject Konsa ha" usny Kaha KY uska subject English Ka ha.mein NY pucha "Sir abhi tak Achi govt job kyu ni milii?" Usny NY kaha mein over age hogya tha masters Sy pehly he.34 saal ki age mein master huwa(2010 mein) huwa tha.ye sun ky mujy ajeeb lga itna late! Wo muskra KY kehny lga Shaadi, bachy aur master ye sab late huwa meri Zindagi mein.mtlb Shakil ab apni Sy double-age(50) KY insan Sy baat kr rha thaa .mein ny fr pucha English literatue mein master huwa? usny Kaha language expertise (shyd ELC Kuch is trah word use Kia, Yaad ni mujy)

Shakil_77
 

Conversation with professor
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Itny mein wahi English waaly Bhai Sahab aagy. fr mujy Kaha gya aap dusry room mein aa jaao mein chla gya.fr wo wahi aagy.Mein Chahta tha ye banda mujsy baat kry kyu ky age mein mujsy kaafi bra ha aur mein bree age KY logo ki company enjoy krta hu _agar wo ehle-ilm ho to. Shelve mein books pre thee mein ny haath Sy book uthaai "Socrates" py Kisi Urdu writer NY likhi hui thee.uska index khol ky communism waala page Nikala aur prha.shyd he un Bhai Sahab Ka dhyan mujy pra ho mujy Yaad ni.meri aisi aadat Hoti ha kitabo KO dekhna, kholna.agar aadmi mery saath educated ho to fr ye Kam 4x ho jaata ha!q

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"Conversation with professor"
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Mujy alag waiting room mein bethaaya gya 2 females KY Saath .Mera face unky saamny thaa.unmein Sy aik ny meri trf tawaja de jabkeh dusri ny ni.mera dhayan dusri py tha jisny meri trf Dekha bhi ni.uski legs shaved thee koi 3 ya 4 din pehly ki kyu ky Baal halky sy niklu huwy thyy..uska figure na hony ky brabr thaa..wo kamzor the bohat usny shoes pehny huwy thy rough kism KY. Face Py mask thaa.aik dfa paani peeny KY liye mask uthaati ha lekin Mera dhyan side Py thaa sirf usko dobara mask lgaaty huwy Dekh ska aur wo bhi uska sirf nose

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"Conversation with professor"
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Itny mein aik aadmi aaya, mery Saath pree hui chair Py Beth gya. mujy lga is institute sy aligned ha. lekin wo ḳhud job seeker thaa.lekin mein heraan thaa itni age mein is job mein aagya Jo singles KY liyee zyada perfect ha.usny apni CV nikali bohat he organised thee baaqi document ki trah. Mein ny uski CV py nazr doraai to Likha huwa thaa "M.A English.Punjab university 2010".mein confused thaa Punjab university Sy isny English language expertise ki ha lekin abhi Kisi Achi post py ni aur uski age KY baary mein curiosity thee!

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"Conversation with professor"
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Acha huwa thaa subah subah baarish aagi werna whiteshirt mein paseenay Sy shraboor interview deny jaana mery liyee moat hota .Khair map Sy location py pohanch gya.. security guard NY mujy salam dya aur andar jaany ko kaha..waha document check krway aur mujy wait krny Ka Kaha gya..wait KY doran mein ny kaafi dair apny saath bethi larkyu ki TRF Dekha jo ḳhud is job ky liyee aai thee ..unki dressing dekhi jooty lekin yahi show horha thaa 20,21 saal ki bachya part time aasra dhund rahi hein

Lahore in baarish
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