y'all ever feel like you don't deserve an ounce of kindness people show to you and you break down the moment they do cuz you're incapable of reciprocating
after being as exhausted as you could be you realize you want to sleep the most your dreams your lovers your songs the things you love the most they don't matter all you crave at the deepest end of your heart is to sleep and never wake up again
it's much easier to speak of a memory than to revisit it walking through the long-forgotten paths there's only one question running through my head what did time do to you? i pass the duck pond there's the slide the ferris wheel, the carousel it's all still there, it's all the same it's all so different an echo of what it once was i think it would've been much better for me to leave this memory entombed
ok but intimacy in cold winter nights???? when the whole world is cold dry dark and you can hold on to their warm lil hand and go all sksbsksjs?????¿¿¿¿¿
