Mom, would you wash my back? This once, and then we can forget And I'll leave what I'm chasing For the other girls to pursue
total dissociation fully out ur mind googling derealization hating what you find
you'll have to watch me struggle from several rooms away but tonight i'll need you to stay
don't wanna call you in the nighttime don't wanna give you all my pieces don't wanna hand you all my trouble don't wanna give you all my demons
no matter how worse it got for me how badly it hurt me I never begged people to stay or put the blame on them and I'll always take pride in that I'll always prefer to give then to take no matter how much it hurts and I'd like to leave like that
all my heart knows is just to love and ache, ache, and ache
I'm cishet now fuck pride month
I give ur existence a mid bro feeling a light 3
don't know how many more 'it is what it is' I got left in me bruh
chup ne aisi baat kahi khamoshi me sun bethe janmon jo na beet sake hum wo andhere chun bethe
nhi jeena tere bina jeena nhi
teri yaad ki hawaon mein dill mera din raat urta rahe patang jese
raat ke 3 baje meri ankh khule teri yaad ke silsile neend aye na phir bhi dekhta mein rahun sapne tere
imagine sleeping to relax and then waking up to traumatizing as fck dreams
losing all sense of morality 🤝 getting overwhelmed by unbearable guilt
peero hum dunyadari mein bhi bachpan hi se the bilkul bekaar
peero yeh kesa iztiraab peero yeh kesi gandi khali kaali gaali jesi shaam
kash ke na toot te bachpan ke khilonei kash mil jate shehron ke konei