if only I had the chance to go back in time and compensate.
....
-not ignoring anybody here.
I just wanted to be heard, not interacted with.
when
he
PURPOSEFULLY delays the Khair in your life
you fall back into the sinful life instead of letting the moment pass
dumb
how was your life a year ago
can't afford to lose what I have been granted for the very first time in my life
but if I stay here for long enough, I surely will.
it's one of the few halal sources of happiness
اللھم بارک
so, what are we sacrificing this year?
some things are attractive and i want them but they are unhealthy as hell
the only way to resist them is, to divert my mind elsewhere
which i do not want to do atm
because nothing else has the tendency to make me as happy as i get when i am around the unhealthy entity
dopamine and my fried brain-toxic love story
nothing is more fascinating than to hear people having conversations in arabic and punjabi lmao
just dont hold me accountable for anything i do and let me be for the rest of my life i.e if i waste my time, let me. if i act like a dead person, let me. if i let my anger out, let me. if i diserspect you, let me. if i ignore your existence, let me. if i do not fulfill my responsibilities, let me be. if i fail in life, let me.
thats how you win my trust
people: you dont share your problems with anybody
me: bhai maslay hi itne cringe aur بچگانہ hain ke yaqeen nae ata koi itna lame bhi hoskta hai 😭
its easy for everyone around me to quit being a dull, dumb and lazy bcs they have a life but i dont so ill continue
thnx mch
not sure if i have become boring or detached but everything seems kind of irrelevant. feels like im watching a movie and everyone around me is playing their part in the movie. all the delusional talk aside, i just know that I have neither the energy for these characters nor any interest in the movie.
-diary of a person in the diaspora.
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