رَبِّ لَا تَذَرْنِي فَرْدًا وَأَنْتَ خَيْرُ الْوَرِثِينَ
جب راز کھلتے ہیں تو ٹھنڈی دوزخوں کے دورازے بھی ساتھ کھل جاتے ہیں۔ سردی ہڈیوں کے اندر تک گھس جاتی ہے۔
بس دعا کرو کہ جب راز کھلے تو کوئی سنبھالنے والا بھی ہو۔
کانپتے جسم پہ کوئی چادر ڈالنے والا ہو۔
سنگ ماہ~
The Princess of Light is standing on the edge of a very dark valley. A place where no one can swim. A place where you can only drown.
And she's about to jump.
Maybe.
Over the years, I tried to hold on to their faces, to the sound of their voices, and the smell of their hair. But like all things, memories fade. The mind is far too easy to manipulate, even by our own subconscious. Fact becomes fiction, or at the very least, a warped version of the truth. And the past grows distorted and blurred.
I know what a nice girl Wendy is, her pure-hearted innocence bleeds from her pores like oil, shiny and impossible to look away from. Maybe that's why she calls to me the way she does- the pitch-black parts of my soul aching for her light.
-James Barrie 🖤
She looks at me as though she's trying to see the colors of my soul, and the feeling makes me itch, so I break our stare, knowing the only thing she'll find is its absence.
-James
"Do you normally send lackeys to do your dirty work?"
"That depends. Are you planning on getting..dirty?"
She laughs "You don't ever turn it off, huh?"
"Turn what off?"
"The charm. You must have had lots of practice, with as good as you wield it."
"Do you find me enchanting?"
"You don't need me to inflate your ego."
"On the contrary, darling. I believe I need you for a lot of things."
🖤
Like a beacon of light splitting apart the darkened clouds, Wendy Michaelis waltzes into the room- straight into the viper's den, like she's waiting to get bit.
Like she belongs.
Fear has long since marinated in the bottom of my gut like a bubbling cauldron, waiting for me to master the brew so I can use it as poison.
~Hooked
I've never had attention on me the way he gives it, and I can't help but wonder if this is how he is with everyone - like his world stops spinning, its axis tilting just for you.
Either way, I like it.
- Wendy
Her innocence shines like a beacon- a sparkling jewel in the midst of trash- bait for my darkness to come and smother it whole.
The truth is, things have been rather boring lately. I am salivating for something new to sink my teeth into, and Wendy Michaelis is a perfect pet project. I am giddy at the thought of taming her until she purrs, then sending her back with a new master controlling her leash- a beautiful harmony as I conduct the symphony of Peter's destruction.
-James
A life of not reacting bas bled into my skin, hardening into an impenetrable shield; nothing allowed in or out. Just an empty shell with a single purpose.
~Hooked
Why do I like mountains?
Because they look like they can devour you, like they can give you the freedom in a second they promise at first sight
یہاں کھڑے ہو کر تجھ سے انبیاء دعا کرتے تھے۔ ان کی دعاؤں اور میری دعاؤں میں بہت فرق ہے۔
(وہ گڑگڑا رہا تھا)
میں نبی ہوتا تو نبیوں جیسی دعا کرتا۔ مگر میں تو عام بشر ہوں۔ اور گنہگار بشر۔ میری خواہشات میری آرزوئیں سب عام ہیں۔
یہاں کھڑے ہو کر کوئی کبھی کسی عورت کے لئے نہیں رویا ہو گا۔
میری ذلت اور میری پستی کی اس سے ذیادہ انتہا کیا ہو گی کہ میں یہاں کھڑا، حرم پاک میں کھڑا ایک عورت کے لئے گڑگڑا رہا ہوں۔
مگر مجھے نہ اپنے دل پر اختیار ہے نہ اپنے آنسوؤں پر۔ یہ میں نہیں تھا جس نے اس عورت کو اپنے دل میں جگہ دی۔ یہ توں نے کیا۔ کیوں میرے دل میں اس عورت کے لئے اتنی محبت ڈال دی کہ میں تیرے سامنے کھڑا ہو کر بھی اسے یاد کر رہا ہوں۔ کیوں مجھے اس قدر بے بس کر دیا کہ مُجھے اپنے وجود پر بھی کوئی اختیار نہیں رہا۔
Didn't they warn you on cloudy nights
to beware of witches with alluring smiles
to not look at them in the eyes
as they're filled with dangerous spells
to not follow them on their paths
because they live in chaotic hells
In case you get cursed by any of them
She'll drive you to the edge of madness
and water your heart with magic and charms
until you grow into a beautiful sacrifice
then she'll claim your heart
just for herself, leaving you lifeless behind.
"You were going to catch a plane home without saying a word to me, weren't you?"
Ronan moved closer. His animosity wrapped around my body as his fingers gripped my face, forcing a ragged exhale from me.
"Am I that easy to leave, kotyonok?"
My breath shallowed at the angry vulnerability he let me see. The worst part was, I shared it: the fear of being abandoned, of not being good enough. This weakness of his twisted my chest.It forced me to change my view of him forever. I'd never again see him as the monster I'd once thought he was but as the hungry, abused boy the worst part of humanity had shaped into a cold- hearted man.
~The darkest temptation
Because the pain in the body quiets the pain in the head. It feels good, like a kill switch for your brain.
~Kill Switch
چاند کو ہم لونا کہتے ہیں اور پاگل کو لیونیٹک۔ چاند اور دماغی امراض کا بہت گہرا تعلق ہے۔ یہ انسان کے حواس پر اثر انداز ہوتا ہے اس لیے مرض عشق والے اور شاعر وغیرہ چاند کا بہت ذکر کرتے ہیں۔ چاند بہت خوبصورت ہوتا ہے ۔ اندھیرے میں ہمیں راستہ دکھاتا ہے۔
اسکی خیر ہمیں سمیٹنی چاہیئے۔
مگر اسکے شر سے پناہ مانگنی چاہیئے ۔۔۔
جنت کے پتے~
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