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Aashiyaana
 

you've stained me impure, body And soul.I rip my skin. I rinse it with blood yet I'm dirty. Eternally tainted.

Aashiyaana
 

وہ کیا چھپیں گے میری نگاہ سے جو مکیں ہیں میری خیال میں
میں جب چاہوں ان کو دیکھ لوں وہ کہیں سہی میں کہیں سہی

Aashiyaana
 

No one did this to me.
But I did it myself.
I made myself bleed
all over their story.
Bled transparent blood,
only known to the one losing it.
For them, it’s maybe water—
a nuisance, wetting their pages,
causing them inconvenience.
But colour does not matter.
Even if they could see red—
wouldn’t it all be the same for them?

Aashiyaana
 

do the demons she keeps buried start playing with her when there’s no one else to play with

Aashiyaana
 

Words, nets, webs

Aashiyaana
 

There used to be vehicles' noises. Not too much. Just enough to get lost into. A sign life is going on. A sign it shall all pass. A shield. It was like watching life running by Infront of your eyes.

Aashiyaana
 

The sun rises over the Torridon Hills, illuminations cracking the sky and atmosphere with orange and yellow hues. Flocks of birds fly over the water. I look at Stacey, and her eyes dance with the colours reflecting, her cheeks and nose red from the cold.
She’s like my own sunrise. Beautiful. Perfect. She fills a part of me that’s been empty and dark for as long as I can remember.

Aashiyaana
 

This pretty butterfly you're wearing at your neck—
Is it a sign?
A sign of what?
A sign of oppression?
No.It's a sign of beauty.
Sign of beauty?Like… beautiful death?
What death?
No.How is it death?
Because you are wearing a thing
that looks delicate and pretty—
And you're building an illusion,
making people think it’s not choking you.
Not killing you.
Not making it difficult for you to breathe.
Then how is it a sign of beauty?
It’s a sign of decay.A sign of cruelty.
A sign of fakeness.A trick.
A trick not to let people know
that the most beautiful thing in your life
is killing you.

Aashiyaana
 

It’s kind of pathetic how my heart skips a beat over her willingly wanting to spend time with me. The excitement I feel that she’s sneaking
away from her friends, sneaking around mine and sliding in beside me in my sleeping bag is unmatched by any thrill I’ve ever had.
That’s just it with Stacey. She could be singing a musical horrendously off-key with food all over her face, and I’d still see her as my own fucking angel.

Aashiyaana
 

It’s like I’m visiting heaven while living in hell. But I want to steal her and bring her to my chaos, set fucking fire to her world and keep her in mine.

Aashiyaana
 

"I feel wetness on my neck from her tears, I
wrap one of my arms around the small of her back, fisting her hair.
I’m freefalling into a sea of tranquillity in her arms. My head is silent. My bones don’t shake, and I fill my lungs with her scent, wishing I could stay here forever."

Aashiyaana
 

This woman is always playing game and ignoring me and not paying attention

Aashiyaana
 

"Briggs shouldn't have brought you here," he said finally. "This place will ruin you."
"Did it ruin Lia?" I asked. "Or Sloane?"
"They're not profilers."
"Did this place ruin you?"
Dean didn't pause, not even for a second. "There was nothing to ruin."
I swam over to the edge, right next to him. "You don't know me," I said, pulling myself out of the water. "I'm not scared of this place. I'm not afraid to learn how to think like a killer, and I am not afraid of you."
I wasn't even sure why I'd added on those last six words, but they were the ones that made his eyes flash.

Aashiyaana
 

Blood turned blue silk red. It splattered against the walls. There was so much of it-too much.
She's crawling in it, slipping, but everywhere she goes, the knife is there.

Aashiyaana
 

جو ہماری مٹھی میں ہو وہ ہمارا نہیں ہوتا، جو ہماری گرفت میں نہ ہو کر بھی ہمارا ہو وہ ہمارا ہوتا ہے۔

Aashiyaana
 
Aashiyaana
 

مجھ سے اب میری محبت کے فسانے نہ کہو
مجھ کو کہنے دو کہ میں نے انہیں چاہا ہی نہیں
اور وہ مست نگاہیں جو مجھے بھول گئیں
میں نے ان مست نگاہوں کو سراہا ہی نہیں۔

Aashiyaana
 

I turn cruel when I'm empty

Aashiyaana
 

funerals are for the ones who are not dead

Aashiyaana
 

I live as a sign of rebellion — against everything which demands me to be dead.