Depression isn't always dark rooms and crying endlessly. Sometimes its getting up, going to work and smiling and laughing all day and then coming home to sit quietly doing little to nothing until its time to go to bed.πΆ
I'm not perfect. I have lost amazing people and it wasn't because I didn't know how to love them; I wasn't prepared to handle how much they were willing to love me. For years, they were the culprits. Growth didn't occur until I accepted, that it wasn't them. it was me.ππΆ