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i worry, sometimes, that my love for her will expand beyond the limitations of my body, that it will one day kill me with its heft.
~Aaron Warner

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I understand perfectly. He's fallen for your quiet, timid shell. For who you used to be. He has no idea what you're capable of. What you might do if you're pushed too far.

GUMRAAH
 

Do you never get exhausted being so wholly unbearable? You have as much charisma as the rotting innards of unidentified roadkill.

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You’re perfect,” I tell him, so overcome I forget myself. “All of you. Your entire body.
Proportionally. Symmetrically. You’re absurdly, mathematically perfect. It doesn’t even make sense
that a person could look like you.

GUMRAAH
 

I almost forget that she still hates me, despite how hard I’ve fallen for her.
And I’ve fallen.
So hard.
I’ve hit the ground. Gone right through it. Never in my life have I felt this. Nothing like this. I’ve felt shame and cowardice, weakness and strength. I’ve known terror and indifference, self-hate and general disgust. I’ve seen things that cannot be unseen.
And yet I’ve known nothing like this terrible, horrible, paralyzing feeling. I feel crippled. Desperate and out of control. And it keeps getting worse. Every day I feel sick. Empty and somehow aching.
Love is a heartless bastard.
I’m driving myself insane.

GUMRAAH
 

I would happily watch the world go up in flames if anything happened to her.
~Aaron Warner

GUMRAAH
 

It's not charity," I snap. "He cares about me--and I care about him!"
Warner nods, unimpressed. "You should get a dog, love. I hear they share much the same qualities.

GUMRAAH
 

I want to be the friend you fall hopelessly in love with. The one you take into your arms and into your bed and into the private world you keep trapped in your head. I want to be that kind of friend. The one who will memorize the things you say as well as the shape of your lips when you say them. I want to know every curve, every freckle, every shiver of your body.
I want to know where to touch you, I want to know how to touch you. I want to know convince you to design a smile just for me. Yes, I do want to be your friend. I want to be your best friend in the entire world.
~Aaron Warner

GUMRAAH
 

Out of all things that existed in world, my heart was most lethal.

GUMRAAH
 

She speaks in Shadows

GUMRAAH
 

I sometime wonder what would I become if I decided to do what I wanted, would I be a free soul or would I become a heartless monster?

GUMRAAH
 

Someday, you'll be old enough to start reading fairytales again.

GUMRAAH
 

Madness is defense against terror, madness is defense against grief.

GUMRAAH
 

Sometimes I have to “caress my hair, pat my head and tell myself that it's okay I'm here" to go to sleep

GUMRAAH
 

اک تو تم خواب لیے پھرتے ہو گلیوں گلیوں
اس پہ تکرار بھی کرتے ہو خریدار کے ساتھ

GUMRAAH
 

Or was my rage my mother's ? Or her mother's? Or hers? An inherited creature?

GUMRAAH
 

Stay away from the ones you love too much, those are the ones who will kill you

GUMRAAH
 

Me doing sad posts doesn't mean I'm sad, like some of y'all post loyal quotes but none of you are loyal.

GUMRAAH
 

ایسے ہونے سے تو بہتر ہے نہ ہونا تیرا

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