I swallow my vomit as bullet rain down around me
Mommy daddy were wrong
and I can't deny the numbers any longer
you kept praying, haven't you?
Watering fake flowers
and laughing together
we devoted our love to a corpse
As the sheep breath,
I want to burn that stupid picture book
I lit my body on fire
Maddening? Aren't they? My screams? They're telling you to live.
Slowly slowly, little by little, it all starts to fade, shutting off the sensory neurons.
slightly dying but perfectly aligned
I'll break out of this labyrinth of sanity right now toward an inverted contrast.
An eternally sleeping paradigm
has devoured my core, eroding me
Now let me open the scar
when I touch the virus that melts in
my instincts are exposed
Grew up in lonliness
In a broken reality
I inject black into the rainbow and take flight
Hidden noise, wet with nector of red flowers, creeps into my chest and asks, "you want to be reborn, don't you?"
Family is not about blood.
Dying to be a dead body
Rewriting one's own memories
Journey from worshipper to disbeliever.
Who needs power when you can have peace.
The reality is all too basic and too real.
The new pair of shoes vs the old one.
ثبات اک تغیر کو ہے زمانے میں
Faithful companions such as hell butterflies by my side.
I keep too few, but I keep them very close and safe.
They say it's all in the head.
