or kaisy koi soch de
Everything's gonna be ok?
I have to be insane online. bc if not me. then whowhowhowho?
یہاں کھو بھی جاؤں تو میں
کیا قصور ہے میرا ؟
ok but do you understand how exhausting it is for me to never get a break from me ?
maybe this paleopocalypse will reverse my pain pole switch ((:
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i woke up tired like 5 years ago and I haven't recovered since
The world is hurting, and so am I.
Sometimes going to the grocery store makes me feel less alone. Sometimes I’m trying to tell someone about this new opening in my life, and I end up feeling closed. When I say opening, I mean the possibility that when I feel I won’t feel like I shouldn’t feel. My body in a room with other bodies feeling me feeling my body. When I say this room I mean you. When I say you I mean make room.
i am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. i am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. anything i can not transform into something marvelous, i let go. reality doesn't impress me. i only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, i escape, one way or another. no more walls.
I never talk out loud to myself-I never even try-and now I see why I don't. I find it very painful. Then I really know I'm alone.
,
Susan Sontag, As Consciousness Is Harnessed to Flesh
"and sometimes you win because you don't play"
,
I cut people off Seemingly without a thought I've been told I'm heartless...
That they're most likely better off What people fail to understand Is how it cuts me to my soul Every time I have to do it I'm more broken than I'm whole I think of some of them every day I literally always will I bleed with pain from their mistakes When I'm moving, when I'm still It doesn't really matter, see They left me no recourse It was either cut them off Or keep bleeding from the source.
زندگی تجھ کو اگر وجد میں لاؤں واپس
چاک پہ کوزہ رکھوں، خاک بناؤں واپس
وہ مرا نام نہ لے، صرف پکارےتو سہی
کچھ بہانہ تو ملے، دوڑ کے آؤں واپس
وقت کا ہاتھ پکڑنے کی شرارت کرکے
اپنے ماضی کی طرف بھاگتا جاؤں واپس
دیکھ میں گردشِ ایام اُٹھا لایا ھوں
اب بتا کون سے لمحے کو بُلاؤں واپس
تھا ترا حکم سو جنت سے زمیں پر آیا
ھو گیا ختم تماشا تو میں جاؤں واپس
All is right in the world with new possibilities.❤️
People aren't mysterious. They are very simple. They do all things in life for sex, money, hatred and love.That's it.
I coped by retreating and maybe I did become a mirror, a polished surface that shows nothing of what lies beneath.
~[Rebecca Solnit, from The Faraway Nearby (via luthienne)]
March roses shall burn me in the land where I was first born. / Pomegranate blossoms will conceive of me, / and I will be born from it once more.
میرے گوشہء فکر میں میری جان سے بھی عزیز تر
ایسا بھی اک شخص تھا، جو ملا نہیں اور بچھڑ گیا.
🥀🙃
Have I lived enough?
Have I loved enough?
Have I considered right action enough,
have I
come to any conclusion?
Have I experienced happiness with suffi-cient gratitude?
"Have I endured loneliness with grace? "
the gardener, mary oliver
and so language is always late
I am well aware that I am in the dark and feed myself with my own vital darkness.
(A Breath of Life, Clarice Lispector)
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