In our society a child goes through a lot. Some are really really blessed with good household but some children witness more than their age. They witness their father making fun of them, not choosing them, avoiding them, degrading them in front of everyone. Children witness thier mother not being supportive. They see her getting abused. They see her getting suppressed. They see her not being her, they see her crying to sleep at nights. Children see so much in thier childhood. And that’s why when they turned into adults they carry it. Nobody helps them. Nobody make them belive that it will be fine. They carry the trauma. And ykw? Even when they succeed the child in them never does. The heart never accepts. It lives. Traumas lives...♥️
I've killed my happiness with the hopes I had associated with people. The misconception of being important in life of few has now thrown me to a point where I no longer feel special even a king grants his throne to me. I keep looking at the mirror finding answers of the queries like "why its me who suffer at the end no matter what". The scary look in the mirror starts crying with tears that makes the beard wet. The show stops early because the face knows "arry! larky roya ni krty yr, log kya sochengy"...♥️
What is the concept of privacy in brown household system? Sometimes, you are just exhausted without any specific reason. You are hardly handling yourself. But it becomes more difficult when you have to fake your emotions. Just imagine you want to cry but you cannot because you need to give valid reason to your family even for crying. Yes, you can share your problems with your family, but they will overreact to it and it makes them over-concerned. So next time you just prefer not to bother them. There are different suitations and you randomly discuss everything to your parents and they just make fun of it and consider it as nothing but immaturity of yours...♥
There is a time in your life when you are surrounded by a lot of people. Everyone around makes an image of you in their mind. They think you are like this all the time, in the company of many. But there comes a time when you are left alone. Each person around starts leaving one by one and you can't tell anyone because they think you are still the same, surrounded by people. So while you are in one situation be ready for the next or it might hurt you more than you think...♥
Insan ko apny dukh b celebrate krny chaiye jaisy k mouh pr hassi saja kr, achy sy baal bana kar apny pasndeda kapry phen kr kabhi kabhi rat k kisi pehar apne liye chai bna kr. Taa k koi bikhra howa na samjhye....♥
Have you ever met someone with a rough exterior, as if they've lost all sense of joy and excitement in life? These people are humans just like us, but the harsh realities of life have forced them to take on heavy responsibilities, leaving little room for fun and enjoyment. They've come to accept that they can't afford to indulge in life's pleasures. If you try to talk to them about their passions or dreams, you'll find only a deep sadness in their eyes. It's a stark reminder that life can be incredibly challenging, and sometimes, it can beat you down to the point of no return...♥
Some people, you miss them a lot. You feel physical pain while not being able to see them around you. You feel pain of never being enough for them. No amount of distraction can make you forget them ever. Every single thing around you reminds you of them. Such people live within you. You’re so much of them and they might be so much of you too...♥
We all have thought to quit at some point in our lives. We all have passed through nights which felt like blood shedding out of our hearts. The wounds getting deeper and deeper into our souls. We all felt falling into the abyss of obliviousness. The evenings which seemed reckless, and abandoned. The days where all we perceived was poison of choice running through our veins, smashing our bodies, inebriating our souls. But we came out of those days as if not a thing came about. We have veiled those things so artistically behind our ever radiant smiles. This is the beauty of being humans. We lose, we find. We fall, we rise. We descend, we ascend and Finally, we renounce and then we acknowledge...♥
Venting on social media about the harsh realities and tough situations in life you’re facing would eventually get you some dms but would literally decline your worth & repo in the long term between the masses. Even if the mountain is falling on you. Never shout out in public. Have some people to count on, it’s totally fine to do this. But most of all you’ve Allah, the God with you. Trust me if you start relying on God truly from your heart (Tawakkul) and start asking from Him you’ll be so hella of a strong person that no wind could shatter you ever. Insha’Allah💘 You get weak but you learn to be strong again, rise again...♥
ILTIJA.. I’m in the hardships from my early youth to this day I guess now hardship itself should have tired of making further hardships for me. Why Allah make things so different for one person and different for other person? Do I had the authority to born this? How many times I have to control me more, how many times more I have to slaughter my wishes, why life is so unjust to me, when that day will come when I’ll finally say to myself “ Bro you made it”, Allah don’t you see I’m in this much troubles and you start sending one after another I cannot take it anymore Maula!, I’m a soft hearted person don’t do this to me more, you know me better than anyone, you love me 70 times more than my mother just make things easier for me...♥
Emptiness is never understood as what it actually is. Generally people think that emptiness is nothingness. Hollow space devoid of anything. No Emptiness is much worse. Emptiness is a black hole that sucks in everything and leaves nothing behind. If emptiness was what people usually think of it then emptiness could have easily been filled by sympathy, joy, drowning sensations, hope, despair, or any other feeling or emotion. But it is not just an empty space that craves to be filled in with whatever comes. Rather it's the ultimate black hole that absorbs every word, every feeling and emotion. It leaves behind an absolutely empty human...♥
Sometimes you feel caged in your own house confined around the four walls. you may feel suffocated, wanting to evade the place called home. each wall seems to be crushing upon you. you try to avoid such destruction coming your way. Everything around you feels useless, meaningless with no value. None of your hobbies and interests you want to cultivate to engage or satisfy yourself for the time being seem to have no value . whatever you do to satisfy yourself you find no peace in doing...♥
So I came home from uni after having a rough day, I locked myself today in my room, turned off the lights and layed on my bed. As I closed my eyes and remember the worst memory again and compared it to the life I'm living rn. It took me half an hour then I opened my eyes and I did realize there are things that have changed in me. The worst I had; it left my heart so strong and eyes so dry that now THE PAIN didn't really feel so much excluding having some distraction and insomnia. Now my eyes do not get wet so easily, the heart is no more ready to lift the burdens. Each time I feel the pain I'm telling myself again and again you've survived much more than this...♥
It's difficult to survive in social circles when you are different from the rest of them. When the things that other people like don't intrigue you very much. No, I don't like travelling at all, I do love strolling and have travelled very far away but only when I needed to. Just like every other bird I like to return to my nest by dawn. No, I don't like window seats neither do I argue for them, I usually give them to the people sitting next to me. No, I don't being the centre of attention, I hate it when someone stares at me for more than 3 seconds. There are many other things to like or live for than the one which has thousands of admirers. Try finding something, that is unique and original and you will feel different...♥
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